Saturday, February 6, 2010

100 truths about si penulis. 07/02/2010

001. Real name = Nur Syhuhada
002. Nickname(s) = syhuhada, syhu, shoe, shoey, shoey gooey, woof2,ada
003. Zodiac sign = Aries
004. Male or female = Female
005. Pre-school/Elementary School = Tadika Kemas
006. Middle School = SKS
007. High School = KYS
008. Natural Hair color = black.
009. Long or short= not that long
010. Loud or Quiet music = quiet
011. Sweats or Jeans = both
012. Phone or Camera= phone
013. Health freak = not really
014. Drink or Smoke = nope
015. Do you have a crush on someone= nope
016. Eat or Drink = BOTH!!
017. Piercings = ears.once.
018. Pepsi or Coke = neither.

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane = not yet
020. Been in a abusive relationship = nope.dun want
021. Been in a car accident = yeap.'95
022. Been in a fist fight = not yet

FIRSTS
023. First piercing = primary school
024. First best friend = wud like to keep it to myself.nnt org jeles! hee
025. First award = sum award durng primary skool
026. First crush = sum boy named ikhmal.hee. during kindergarten. haih.kcik2 dh menggatal.hee
028. First big vacation = cudnt recall

LASTS:
029. Last person you talked to = my b.
030. Last person you texted = fareez
031. Last person you watched a movie with = kak iela. =.="
032. Last food you ate = mi sedap bawang goreng asli. hahaha
033. Last movie you watched = sherlock holmes. LOVE it!! :)
034. Last song you listened to = Blank Expression- Lily Allen
036. Last person you hugged = cudnt recall. eh jap. zul!!!! kt lrt.ngntuk sgt.haha

FAVES:
037. Food = dun really have one. bedal jek.haha
038. Drinks = Apple and orange juice.not fresh orange kayyyy..
039. Clothing = simple.
040. Music = slow~~
042. Color= black, pink, red, brown, earthy colors.
043. Movies = Sherlock Holmes, transformers 1&2, POTC

(put an X in the brackets if yes)
045. [ ] fallin' in love with someone
046. [ ] celebrated Halloween
047. [x] had your heart broken
048. [x] went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone
049. [ ] had someone question my sexual orientation
051. [ ] got pregnant
052. [ ] had an abortion
053. [x] did something I regret
054. [x] broke a promise
055. [x] hid a secret
056. [x] pretended to be happy
057. [x] met someone who changed your life
058. [x] pretended to be sick
059. [ ] left the country
060. [ ] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
061. [x] cried over the silliest thing
062. [x] ran a mile
063. [x] went to the beach with my best friends
064. [x] got into an argument with your friends
065. [x] hated someone
066. [ ] stayed single the whole year

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating = nope.
068. Drinking = also a 'no'
070. Listening to = sound of the ceiling fan.
071. Plans for today = cover negligence.but sadly... T.T
072. Waiting for = someone to admit that *** did a terrible mistake.

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? sure.why not.
074. Want to get married? not sure.
075. Careers in mind = an accountant.yeah.that's boring.

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
076. Lips or eyes = lips
077. Shorter or taller = taller definitely
078. Romantic or spontaneous= spontaneous.
079. Funny or Serious = funny and serious.depending on situations.
081. Hook-up or relationship= neither of them.
082. Looks or personality = both. i cudnt have a guy that gives me nightmares. =.="

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses = nope.never had those.
084. Snick out of your house = well, that's hard to judge.
085. Held a gun/knife for self defense = no
086. Killed somebody = i wish i had
087. Broken someone's heart = yeap.
088. Been arrested = not.hope not.
089. Cried when someone died = never really did. cried when imagining that sum1 dies.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
090. Yourself = yeap.occasionally.
091. Miracles = not really. i'd prefer projected consequences.
092. Love at first sight = no such thing.
093. Heaven = YES
094. Santa Claus = nahhhh..
095. Sex on the first date = nahhhh
096. Kiss on the first date = not really

TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? yes.and i hope the person feels the same way.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? yes and no in some ways.
099. Do you believe in God? oh yeah!
100. Post as 100 truths? if u wanna believe me! :P

~yours truly~

URGH.

i dun get it when
being honest is a problem.
dun make me do sumthin
i dun wanna do.
or dun assume me doing sumthin
that u asked OTHERS to do
because i'm simply NOT the others.

dun tell me what's wrong and what's right
cuz i bet you also dunno both of them.

~yours truly~

Monday, February 1, 2010

sedia.

saya sudah bersedia.
untuk mula melupakan.
:)





*i guess.. :(*


xoxo,
~yours truly~

Sunday, January 31, 2010

kemahuan.

saya mahu...








hidup yang GEMBIRAAAAAA!!!

xoxo,
~yours truly~

lepas.

melepaskan mungkin perkara yang sukar.
lagi2 bila apa yang terpaksa dilepaskan
adalah sesuatu yang amat bermakna.
melepaskan sesuatu mungkin bermaksud kita sudah berputus asa,
namun, if it's for a greater good
then it is necessary.
mengapa perlu memaksa?
hadapi kenyataan.
dan teruskan kehidupan.
kehidupan tidak akan berhenti,
menunggu kita
sebaliknya, kita yang perlu membuat keputusan.
mahu teruskan kehidupan,
atau tidak.
kita yang memilih.
kalau tidak,
kita yang hanyut.

solution yang saya kira wajar,
lepaskan sekarang,
cari semula nanti.

sementara itu,
harap yang terbaik.
usaha yang terbaik.
doa yang terbaik.
insya Allah hasilnya
yang terbaik untuk kita.
Amin.

~yours truly~

tinggal harapan.


bila harapan tidak diiringi dengan usaha,
namanya angan2
bila yang tinggal hanyalah harapan,
dan tidak ada cara lain
untuk iringinya dengan usaha,
wajarkah untuk terus berharap?
biarkan harapan bertukar jadi angan2?
atau untuk simply putus harapan?

atau..
masih ada ruang untuk usaha?
cuma usaha yang sebelumnya
patah.
beri peluang
untuk usaha yang lebih besar?
bagaimana pula jika usaha ditolak?




berkali2?

:(

putus asa mungkin satu keperluan.

xoxo,
~yours truly~